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If any guy was ever disgusted by my period and refused to touch me during that time and called it “blowjob week” and expected me to still blow him… I would start calling it “abstinence week” because I would be completely turned off by them being disgusted by me. I do not want to touch someone that doesn’t want to touch me.
I wish there was a bra fairy. Put an old ill-fitting bra underneath your pillow before bed and wake up to an amazing bra that was made specifically for you.
I have older bras that have padding because they were the only ones I ever bought because they were all I could ever find and I thought that is what I was supposed to wear. Now when I put one of those on, I feel so uncomfortable and fake. My chest ends up looking too big and I don’t like it. I like having a small chest. I like other people seeing the real me.
I love being flat-chested and I want to embrace being flat-chested but it is so hard to find bras when there is an excess of push-ups and bras that have unnecessary padding. I have lace bralettes and they are wonderful but I need something entirely smooth for when I wear shirts of a thinner material. It does not look good when you can see the lace outlines of my bra through my shirt. Sports bras would work great for what I want except they are never low-cut enough. Bra shopping is such a headache.
I have taken both Advil and Tylenol but my body doesn’t seem to notice. There must be a tiny demon in my lower abdomen trying to eat its way out of me.
No matter how overwhelmed I ever get, seeing a happy doggy [so any doggy, because doggies are always happy] makes me so happy. Like, a dog’s joy is infectious, & in this shithole of a world, that is special.
"It’s been long since dark
Sitting here bathed in the moonshade
Underneath a willow tree
To stare above, the sky is burning
The diamonds dance in nocturnal symphony
What does it mean? How do I fit into the scheme?
Why is there dark sky above, what does it veil?
Is there a purpose to the point
Beyond the norm we hail?
Reflecting on my future to come
Underneath the crescent moon
Long since dark, and my thoughts are flowing
And deeper still, beyond the cloak of unknown
Relentless drone, why was I put here, left alone?
Why do I hunger to know what will I gain?
Is there true wisdom without end
Or will I find just pain?
How many times do we take for granted
Simple things that make life sweet
Enraptured by material longings
We miss the point, we need to know, to see
Beyond your being, and in the void lies the meaning
Just as the dark sky above had spoke to me
The answer came so clear, then vanished
For a moment I was free
I am free”
- Sanctuary | Long Since Dark
My most recent hobby has been looking at my boobs any chance I get.
Today is boring.
dogs are basically just breathing pillows
My food today has been accidentally vegetarian
I had edamame for the first time in a couple years. I try to avoid soy whenever possible but I thought it was okay since I haven’t had it in so long. It was good. I’ve also had eggs and peanut butter and I’m cooking some broccoli right now and I plan on making some sugar free hot chocolate later tonight. I should really try to have one or two days a week be strictly vegetarian. Sometimes it happens on accident, like today, and it’s nice.